Epiphany

Few nights back, just lying in bed waiting to fall asleep. This thought just flew out of nowhere "I'm gay and I know it." And I took it really well. And why the hell not? I've lived with it for like 3 years already but now I'll just be looking at it with a different slant.
Still a little perplexed because the thought of sex with women doesn't disgust me; it can be mega hot in some cases. But everything I do relationship wise and sexually, I always throw back to men, suggesting they are my first port-of-call. I would marry a woman, but it'd have to be someone incredibly special and who knows every aspect of me inside out.
I'd call this a coming-out to you guys but you already know half of the tale lol!

Next decision is whether I should change the blog name or not... I shall ponder on it hah :)
Later guys, thoughts to the people in Australia with the floods. Much love and stay safe x