Which brings me to my point of...
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So yeah that's unlikely to happen right now lol but it's that sort of primal necessity if I can call it that which brings on these feelings for me anyway. Even just cumming in an arse or a mouth is enough, it just feels like it's gone somewhere you know? This is probably why guys spitting out my jizz after taking it in their mouth I find really offensive; like I take it as personal insult REALLY badly lol.
But does anyone else feel like this regarding their man milk? This innate guilt? I know some people resolve this issue by eating their cum and I know there's a whole massive niche in porn there but I just can't bring myself to do it. The closest I've got is licking a tiny bit of my pre-cum but that's it. Got a tiny bit of cum on my lips after a wank once and wiped it off so fast I didn't get a chance to think of tasting it. Even when I've got a blob of it on my finger, I just can't make myself taste my own jizz. No idea why, I mean I can handle my own blood quite well really if I get cut or something. Shit is for the toilet in my opinion, I don't understand the eroticism of scat at all, same goes for pissing.
So let me know your thoughts men. Much love!x
Anytime that you can share an ejaculation with another person, that is always better than being alone. I've made a move away from wasting cum to getting together with another person. Even if the stuff goes onto a towel, as long as the aroma is in the air, it make the ejaculation just that much better.
ReplyDeleteYeah I never even though of that; mutual masturbation would feel like completion which kinda blows my theaory out of the water lol
ReplyDeleteBut a good plan, I'll have to find a JO buddy lol
I've always felt a little dissed when someone doesn't swallow my cum, although I think it's only happened once. A full blown homo spit my cum out on a towel once telling me he couldn't swallow it because it makes him gag.
ReplyDeleteI was taken aback. Not just because he spit out what I consider a very special and intimate part of me, but because he was a queer and didn't want to swallow cum. To me, if I don't swallow the cum, I'm only giving half a blow job.
That said, I have a problem swallowing my own. If nothing else, you're supposed to swallowing someone else's cum, not your own. Where's the intimate or erotic value in swallowing your own? It might be a bit kinky, but it mostly means you can't find anyone else to share it with. That's kind of depressing to be in that situation.
Besides, like a lot of guys I lose my desire for cum once I've had orgasm. Years ago when I was pretty much alone in being queer and had no one to be with, I really had a strong desire for cum. ANY CUM, so I decided I'd have to settle for my own. Problem was, as mentioned above, once it was out I lost the desire to eat it, so I came up with a way around it:
I'd lay on the floor with my butt against the wall and use my legs to drag my waist up the wall so I'd have my cock directly above my mouth. Then I'd jack off and, when I'd cum, I'd open my mouth and the cum would drop right into my mouth. I'd swallow real fast and by the time orgasm was over, I'd taken it all in.
I'd always feel a little weird, even guilty, after doing that as I felt it was a strange thing to do and I hated that the only cum I could find to swallow was my own. I didn't do that too many times, though. I moved on and eventually found some guys that let me swallow theirs.
Oh, I almost forgot about one of the last guys I was with. He came over to get sucked off. We ended up naked in bed doing a bit of everything but anal. After a while, he asked me to suck his balls while he jacked off which I did. When he came on his belly I licked all of it up.
ReplyDeleteWe made out for a few minutes longer and he said he had to go. I asked him if he could at least stay until I came to which he agreed, as long as I didn't take too long. I knelt above him and jacked off, cumming on the same spot on his belly he did.
Not wanting to waste my cum and thinking he'd get off on watching me do it, I went down and started licking my cum off his belly. As I started the second lick I lost the rest of my libido and felt a little weird licking up my own cum and said so. He replied that I should just use the towel to clean him off, which I did. Then he left.
I guess I still can't handle my own cum after orgasm.
Yeah Fred, people have told me about the upside down technique, but even that, I don't think I could, or want to do really. And I totally agree with the oddity of gay men not liking cum; surely it's like 50% of the package of being gay and liking cock!
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