This happened on a camping trip with school in Year 9 I think (You've probably gathered by now that my memory for dates is abysmal, bear with me.); we'd walk with groups of friends during the day to the next campsite and then pitch up for the night, all with teachers supervising us. One of the days was shocking; torrential rain, hail, wind, thunder, you name it, we had it. We all got to the camp and we're all grumpy as fuck and pitch the tent as quick as possible. I ended up sharing with only 1 other lad, so it was just me and him in the tent, trying to get warm and dry. This of course involved getting naked to put warm clothes on, which was fine in its self, because we both did it in our sleeping bags. Of course, in the process, I got hard. Like really hard, and REALLY horny. I started up a conversation about porn, reminding him of how he'd said he'd bring some porn for us to look at, which he hadn't brought. So I say "Shit, I'm already hard haha".
Him: "Hah, me too a bit" - This is where impulse and lust took over for me. I say something along the lines of "Show me then.". He kinda laughs nervously, I put my hand on his groin area through his sleeping bag and drag it back teasingly. He does the same. I unzip my sleeping bag and pull my pants down and my erection is like a fucking steel pipe, and grab his groin again, and then unzip his bag. I cop a feel through his pants, he's not hard, but I'm not deterred. I give him a rub and massage on his dick, and he cops a quick feel at mine before retreating again. I pull his pants down and go down on him trying to make him hard. He doesn't get hard. He says "You won't get me hard" halfway through me sucking him off. (Ouch.) So I give up and pull off. I then ask him whether I can try fucking him. He kinda just smiles like a dork, but doesn't say no when I turn him over on his front and lifts his arse up. All this time, people were walking past the tent and chatting in their own tents a few metres away, it was hot thinking of that, the prospect of getting caught.
So I give my dick a few yanks with a spit-lubed hand and then line myself up and push myself just through his arsecrack and I get paranoid, thinking I can feel I'm pushing myself into some shit so I pull out sharpish saying I couldn't do it. Thinking back it was probably just sweat from being in a warm sleeping bag in a now warm tent but this didn't occur to me at the time. So I lie back down on my sleeping back, and he cops another quick feel before completley hibernating in his sleeping bag for the night, leaving me with a massive boner and nothing to get me off. A few beatings and I was finished all over my chest. Cleaned up with a wet-wipe, put it in a baggie to bin tomorrow, zipped up and went to sleep. Next day was surprisingly not awkward. I texted him about it a couple of days later when we were back at school and he told me to forget about it. That's how we left it.
Tuesday, 4 January 2011
Whadafuk.
No offence to all those who get off over it, but I really don't see the appeal of spanking. This was brought to light to me by Scott (Str8 Jock Talking) who recently did a post on it. [Many thanks again to Scott for putting me on his bloglists as that's probably the only reason why a lot of you read this blog in the first place!]
I don't know whether it's cos I'm weird, but I don't like pain. To me, this is a perfectly normal standpoint, as I don't get any sexual pleasure from pain, at all. Maybe it's different for you guys!
The other angle I came about it from was if you were really into dominant tops and wanted to be "taken care of" and wanted to play out a fantasy involving getting whacked with a belt/paddle/hand. I can't see myself asking it to be done to, and I'm not sure I'd be totally comfortable inflicting it upon someone else either really (again, the pain thing, I'm a lover, not a fighter).
AND THEN. This got me to thinking, it's not cos I'm not kinky. Kinky means different things to different people cos it's just something unknown to you, but to me, it's using toys, and public sex and I don't even know, I reckon I'd be up for loads of stuff. I think the only things taboo to me during sex is pain and any form of scat. Now THAT is something I have no grasp over why people would want that. But I don't want to offend anyone so I'll keep stumpfh for now until you all like me better. ;D
I don't know whether it's cos I'm weird, but I don't like pain. To me, this is a perfectly normal standpoint, as I don't get any sexual pleasure from pain, at all. Maybe it's different for you guys!
The other angle I came about it from was if you were really into dominant tops and wanted to be "taken care of" and wanted to play out a fantasy involving getting whacked with a belt/paddle/hand. I can't see myself asking it to be done to, and I'm not sure I'd be totally comfortable inflicting it upon someone else either really (again, the pain thing, I'm a lover, not a fighter).
AND THEN. This got me to thinking, it's not cos I'm not kinky. Kinky means different things to different people cos it's just something unknown to you, but to me, it's using toys, and public sex and I don't even know, I reckon I'd be up for loads of stuff. I think the only things taboo to me during sex is pain and any form of scat. Now THAT is something I have no grasp over why people would want that. But I don't want to offend anyone so I'll keep stumpfh for now until you all like me better. ;D
Monday, 3 January 2011
Future Love
Can't help myself
I'm in love
And when I get back, from outer space
I'm gonna punch him in his face. <3 - Future Love
LOL. Lady Gaga is my idol. Gonna marry her one day. IT'LL HAPPEN!
On the topic of having love in the future, I was thinking today about what my ideal guy would be. And I genuinley have no idea. Does this mean that I'm not ready for love because I don't know what I want? Probably, but from what I've heard from people, love isn't something you choose to feel y'know
I've no idea what being in love feels like, the most I've probably felt is infatuation, and the extremest is probably lust. And in that sense, I've no experience at all, but that's the experience that matters I would guess in a committed relationship. I've no idea.
Sorry this was a ramble, these words just came straight out of my head onto the keyboard lol
I'm in love
And when I get back, from outer space
I'm gonna punch him in his face. <3 - Future Love
LOL. Lady Gaga is my idol. Gonna marry her one day. IT'LL HAPPEN!
On the topic of having love in the future, I was thinking today about what my ideal guy would be. And I genuinley have no idea. Does this mean that I'm not ready for love because I don't know what I want? Probably, but from what I've heard from people, love isn't something you choose to feel y'know
I've no idea what being in love feels like, the most I've probably felt is infatuation, and the extremest is probably lust. And in that sense, I've no experience at all, but that's the experience that matters I would guess in a committed relationship. I've no idea.
Sorry this was a ramble, these words just came straight out of my head onto the keyboard lol
Oh Joyous
I'm back at college tomorrow. So it's fair to say I'm swamped in last minute work I have to do, which I'm distracting myself from doing by posting this hah.
Actually, while we're on the topic of college and the like, I'll talk about a couple of my teacher crushes.
Yes, they're sad, pointless and a waste of energy, but we recently gained some REAL eye-candy at my college. I won't describe them just in case they read this blog or one of you might know them.
I'm actually obscenely flirtious with both of them, even though I'm publicly straight (there's 2 of them, I've been taught by both of them, the last one most recently last term) and they just laugh it off! One of them knows he's really good looking and is totally arrogant about. WHY IS THAT HOT?!
I don't get it. He's a total egomaniac but he's so HOT. Annoying.
The other one is a bit more coy but is definitley a dark horse, you know the glint in the eyes. There's something MASSIVE glinting there! hahaa
Only half a year left and then I could make a move if I wanted to, though one of them's married, and another has a permanent girlfriend. Shame really. You lot had any lucky experiences with teachers/lecturers/coaches? I know I haven't :( let's hear it, I'm dead interested
Actually, while we're on the topic of college and the like, I'll talk about a couple of my teacher crushes.
Yes, they're sad, pointless and a waste of energy, but we recently gained some REAL eye-candy at my college. I won't describe them just in case they read this blog or one of you might know them.
I'm actually obscenely flirtious with both of them, even though I'm publicly straight (there's 2 of them, I've been taught by both of them, the last one most recently last term) and they just laugh it off! One of them knows he's really good looking and is totally arrogant about. WHY IS THAT HOT?!
I don't get it. He's a total egomaniac but he's so HOT. Annoying.
The other one is a bit more coy but is definitley a dark horse, you know the glint in the eyes. There's something MASSIVE glinting there! hahaa
Only half a year left and then I could make a move if I wanted to, though one of them's married, and another has a permanent girlfriend. Shame really. You lot had any lucky experiences with teachers/lecturers/coaches? I know I haven't :( let's hear it, I'm dead interested
Sunday, 2 January 2011
WOOHOOOOOO
Just got past 1000 views. A mini milestone, but the first of many hopefully! Thanks for being interested everyone! haha
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